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yesterday received a fax that i'll be transferred back to woodlands.. i was shocked and so angry!! i called eric to reason out things with him and made my stand clear that i do not want to be transferred out! Especially now!!!!!!!!!!! how it feels when all the time u are being kicked here and there to those condemned places where nobody wish to go.. first bishan.. then lot1 then now woodland?... actually not that woodlands is not good.. the sales there is better.. can get more commission.. but its the ppl u work with.. in lot1 i've a sense of achievement.. by pulling up the store from a condemned place when nobody wish to go to.. to a place where every month sales achievement comparing with last year's is always up.. not juz that.. but up by almost 70% to even last month's 130% (which shocked everyone!!).. how would u feel when after all these.. after all the hard work i've put in.. the management now kicked u back to a place where it's having lots of problems?? i'm not sure what problem is that.. but i really dun wish to be transferred to anywhere!!! not juz there...
not juz that.. in lot1.. i've fallen in love with the ppl i met there.. i love working there.. ppl like Kelly, C, lingmin, ken, yati, alicia, singee, alina, yuwei, yingying.. etc etc.. terry risa liling claire +++ they are all nice ppl lor.. pulling me out of my darkest moment!! i'm a much more happier person now... comparing with mths ago!!... then last but not least.. Mugua.. christina aka papaya ongui=my airen.. now she is working here.. i really can't bare to leave.. coz we are juz starting to know each other more.. and i really like the time being together with her... now we having dinner together almost every day.. sending her home.. i like sending her home.. coz its the time when we have the world to ourselves.. though the journey is short.. but i'm contented.. happy..
kelly... my laopo... my photo kaki.. my basket ball kaki...things will be diff if i'm out lor... though i only came here for few mths.. but lots of memories were created during juz these few mths lor.. like how i get to know them... those dinners we had gone to.. knowing the siao siao gang! those outing.. even when working.. how crazy we can be.. i'm sure that all these ppl i've mentioned above will still be my frens and they will always stays in my memories forever!! almost cried out when i know abt the transfer thingy... now since eric've agreed to let me stay with the condition that i promised to be early for work everyday.. i really hope that he'll keep his promise and not to bluff me again.. tmw i'll know the answer to comfirm everything.. juz hope and pray for the best.... *crossed my fingers*
*checked by Mugua- my english lao shi!! xie xie!!
luv ya!!
bluefantasy
11:46 PM
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