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yesterday received a fax that i'll be transferred back to woodlands.. i was shocked and so angry!! i called eric to reason out things with him and made my stand clear that i do not want to be transferred out! Especially now!!!!!!!!!!! how it feels when all the time u are being kicked here and there to those condemned places where nobody wish to go.. first bishan.. then lot1 then now woodland?... actually not that woodlands is not good.. the sales there is better.. can get more commission.. but its the ppl u work with.. in lot1 i've a sense of achievement.. by pulling up the store from a condemned place when nobody wish to go to.. to a place where every month sales achievement comparing with last year's is always up.. not juz that.. but up by almost 70% to even last month's 130% (which shocked everyone!!).. how would u feel when after all these.. after all the hard work i've put in.. the management now kicked u back to a place where it's having lots of problems?? i'm not sure what problem is that.. but i really dun wish to be transferred to anywhere!!! not juz there...
not juz that.. in lot1.. i've fallen in love with the ppl i met there.. i love working there.. ppl like Kelly, C, lingmin, ken, yati, alicia, singee, alina, yuwei, yingying.. etc etc.. terry risa liling claire +++ they are all nice ppl lor.. pulling me out of my darkest moment!! i'm a much more happier person now... comparing with mths ago!!... then last but not least.. Mugua.. christina aka papaya ongui=my airen.. now she is working here.. i really can't bare to leave.. coz we are juz starting to know each other more.. and i really like the time being together with her... now we having dinner together almost every day.. sending her home.. i like sending her home.. coz its the time when we have the world to ourselves.. though the journey is short.. but i'm contented.. happy..
kelly... my laopo... my photo kaki.. my basket ball kaki...things will be diff if i'm out lor... though i only came here for few mths.. but lots of memories were created during juz these few mths lor.. like how i get to know them... those dinners we had gone to.. knowing the siao siao gang! those outing.. even when working.. how crazy we can be.. i'm sure that all these ppl i've mentioned above will still be my frens and they will always stays in my memories forever!! almost cried out when i know abt the transfer thingy... now since eric've agreed to let me stay with the condition that i promised to be early for work everyday.. i really hope that he'll keep his promise and not to bluff me again.. tmw i'll know the answer to comfirm everything.. juz hope and pray for the best.... *crossed my fingers*
*checked by Mugua- my english lao shi!! xie xie!!
luv ya!!
bluefantasy
11:46 PM
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dunno wat to read oso.. hahha... (thinking about how would mugua with mask look like) ermmm.. hahha.. well.. hmm.. ermmm.. wat to write huh? aiyah dun write le lar... heheh..
My life is still great but still with abit of cock up here and there... tmw going to RC @ 8am!?!?!? shit.. dunno why they always like to do this... that means i have to wake up at 630 leave home @ 7 le.... i hate waking up early... so sian lor.. haiz.. but quite exciting about the new product oso..
bluefantasy
11:36 PM
Had dinner and accompanied mugua home juz now... ermm.. juz wanna note something down today.. the way mugua look at me... (wow.. dunno how to explain lar..) but it almost took my breath away.. (u know wat i mean..keke!!)
And during dinner with Mugua rite... got to know some new words to put inside my dictionary wow... it goes like this-
I asked mugua if she had lunch juz now @ home..
mugua: ermm.. i had brunch
me: huh??? (thinking to myself? brunches oso wanna eat??? so ke lian ar?)
mugua: it means brunch= breakfast + lunch
me: wow!! thats interesting!
tok tok tok...
me: ermm do u eat dinper?
mugua: HUH!?! wats that
me: oh.. its diner + supper = dinper
(hahahha)
me: oh.. i'm having bruncher now...
mugua: i heard of brunch.. but wats bruncher?
me: ermmm.. thatz breakfast + lunch + dinner!!!!
mugua *pang-ed*!!
kekeke... think my xiao chong ming do worked...
so here goes the summary of words learnt today-
brunch- breakfast + lunch
dinper- Dinner + supper
bruncher- breakfast + lunch + dinner
bruncdinper- breakfast +lunch + dinner + supper
tiner- tea breakz + dinner!?! (by mugua)
kakameow- ermmm.. bad guy..
thatz it for now lar.. i'll write a whole list of word's i've invented when i got the time.. okie?
oh.. saw C today... ahahah she caught me and mugua together!! hahhah..
bluefantasy
1:02 AM
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--> sa sa de yi tian? <--
hello dear blog.. i've been smiling to myself the whole day at work! all becoz of a Mu gua!?! hehe.. she bluff me that she is post to cause way point.. (quite disappointed when i recieved her msg in the morning) then out of nowhere she juz bounds out infont of me!! *happily shocked by her* then dunno wat the hell happened to me.. keep smiling to myself then.. untill kelly and folks can't tahan me.. hahah.. looking towards the direaction.. my ke ai de airen is there!!! juz there!! can see her everyday le!! yeah!!!... (think i'm siao le) ho ho ho!!!
bluefantasy
11:31 PM
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creation of airen?
bluefantasy
11:25 PM
started my day quite late today.. only wake up @ ard 3pm.. its due to the rain!! damn comfortable... merged myself to the bed almost becoming one.. (miss bed is the first thing in this world i fall for.. she will seduce me everynite.. asking me to sleep with her... hahahha..) reluctant to get up.. but No.. there are more important things.. meeting up with my Mu gua Airen!! hahah... meeting her @ bugis to help her carry some drawers? hahahha (its obviously a excuse coz she can managed by herself.. its quite small and not so heavy oso.. hahah) juz wanna see her lar.. anyway she will be coming to work tmw (hopefully) if so.. haha.. i can see her everyday le... (ermmm... not sian meh?) hahah.. can suan her often lor.. Mu gua treated me dinner @ pasta mania.. she had creamy chicken and i had
bacon aglio (penne rigate) .. things go well... ermmm.. feeling great.. ermmm... must admit that i do have things for pasta.. hahah... esp spaghetti and lasagna.. (beef & meat ballz!!) ... yummy yummy... hahahhahaha... shit! abit hungry juz by thinking of them... back to Airen... (now toking to her on MSN..) hmmm... we've met up for about 8 times??? hmm.. so many times le.. enjoyed her company lor.. love having her around.. should i make the first move? hahhah... (stupid to blog these down actually... she'll see) hmm.. thatz wat bad about blog lor.. sometimes ppl write things to let someone see.. hahah... anyway... took some pic @ starbuckz (only2 actully) Mu gua is photo shy lor.. hahah.. (bull shit!!) hahahah... juz that wo man bu tai shou lar!! ppl is huang hua da gui niu mah!! hahhahhah... but think things will change lor.. ermm.. shit... think i really getting old le... coz tends to forget or mix up things quite often.. haiz.... ren lao le.. bu zho yong le lar.. wonder we have the chance to carry on??? *thinking*.... hmmmm... *looking into the dark dark sky thinking of her*... dunno when the day will come..
bluefantasy
11:24 PM
with Chris aka Mugua!!
bluefantasy
10:56 PM
by popular demand?
bluefantasy
10:10 PM
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A day at sentosa!!
bluefantasy
12:19 AM
Acting cool!?
bluefantasy
12:14 AM
its like heaven..
bluefantasy
12:10 AM
My photo kaki!! dunno why we are so alike in so many ways!!
bluefantasy
12:06 AM
The devilish-smiling fallen devil???
bluefantasy
12:03 AM
Dunno why.. i juz like this photo very much!! hehe Me with Kelly.. (took this photo using timer mode)
bluefantasy
12:00 AM
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Beautiful sunset to end the day..
bluefantasy
11:56 PM
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--> Happy today... <--
Someone came today.. touched.. more to happy then anything.. coz it been ard 1mth 2weeks since we last see each other.. but abit weird.. its like meeting for the first time.. abit shy.. though there are lots of things i wanna tell her..but words juz seems to stuck somewhere... juz felt so happy that i could see her.. so xing fu.. but juz happy that she actually made the effort to come down even though she have to go back home first then come out again.. when she can juz rest at home and
sometimes happiness is found juz like that.. actually juz before meeting her today.. a fews things happened... quite busy.. and everything.. haiz....
bluefantasy
12:00 AM
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Haiz.. super sian off day again.. basically doing nothing.. but playing game and surfing net.. simply cut myself off from the outside world........... yeah.. i love it!
something caught my attention recently.. about more and more bloggers being dig out of their cyber life by the Newpaper...(about teacher too hot?? from sunday newpaper) its scary..
Bloging is a type of media.. agreed.. (or rather disagree) it started initially as a online dairy.. its something personal.. juz that u cannot stop ppl from reading your blog.. (actually can lor.. juz that many dunno how to..)
i admit that some of those stupid blogger who kanna sued really deserved wat they got lor.. but for those whom blog kanna dig out.. (the 'sexy' pri sch teacher who appeared sunday on the newpaper) i felt somewat sorry for her as she might even lost her job becoz of that.. though.. she shouldn't have reveal where she is working.. (she may actually thought that nobody will see it) haiz.. think sooner or later the blogger world will have to be more careful le.. which means we can't really write how we really feels about things... shit... but anyway... if ur blog are not those high profiles one.. who will really cares?...
Eric called me twice today... i simply juzdun wanna answer his call... damn him.. always call me during my off days lor..!! sian..
hungry now... haiz...... tmw is a special day... jia you!! best wishes!!
bluefantasy
1:13 AM
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--> New skin again.. <--
Haiz.. dunno wat happen to my last skin.. thing the hosting got problem.. so i've come out with a new blog. think this is better then the last one.. heheh.. like it very much... even added music!! haha.. last time i'm quite against putting music on webpage de.. (coz my internet and pc are too slow then) but now... hahahha.. yaya-ed..
din see someone for very very long le.. missed her so alot.. haiz...
sales for this mth suckz like never suck before.. think its the worst.. dunno why... juz no ppl...... anyway.. who would come to lot 1 for xmaz prezent? not me..
Ian called today... miss him so much.. hehe.. noticed that he grown up alot... from the way he tok.. hmm.. but still as cheeky... still thinking should i take back my money from somebody who own me... thatz $150... hmmmm... low cash le...
bluefantasy
2:13 AM
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My Ipod Nano.. isn't it cute? ^_^
bluefantasy
11:58 PM
Great day today!! First thing in the morning i went to collect my free Ipod Nano... (its so damn cute lor.. like it so much) oh god... this past few mths i've been buying or getting too many things for myself.. (didn't do that for so long le) but must put it to a stop le.. coz already bought/got all the things i been wanted le..
Then come the exciting part... i've gone to watch my first R21 movie!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!! (stupid.. wats there to yeah about.. anyway.. haha.. if u get wat i mean..) finally felt grown up!! being able to watch adult movie legally!!! (hey anyway i'm already 24!!) been trying to find one movie which is meaningful... (well.. i'm choosing becoz i dun want it to be watching nothing but ppl making love all the way lor.. if thatz the case.. must well watch porn lor..) kelly recommended this movie name "Saving Face"... (strongly) well.. i must say she sure got taste for movies lor... this show is damn freaky nice!!!!!!!!!!! its funny and meaningful.. (though i feels that it could be more R(a)...) think it isn't the sexual part that make it rated R21.. its the contents..
This movie is all abt LOVE!!!!..... ermmmm... LOVE without any obligation.. the unspoken love.. be it.. age.. single mother... love at old age.. or even SEXes?!?! doesn't matters!!!!! (though i still strongly against M2M- male to male) its all about cultural taboos chinese had... the film about a Chinese-American lesbian and her traditionalist mother who are reluctant to go public with secret loves their culture frowns upon...
Michelle Krusiec acting as Wil.. a 28 New yorker.. a lesbian!?!? hahahha.. she is damn cute!!! liked her already when she is on discovery channel doing some travel show.. and Lynn Chen as Vivian.. a dancer.. Wil's lover!! oh.. u must see her.. she is damn sexy..
but i still feels that the cutest lady in that show is Ma... Wil's mom!! in love with some one so much younger then her and got pregnant somemore... hahah..!!
ermmm.. i won't say more.. u ppl juz have catch the movie urself!!!
oh.. notice something too.. saw some chinese ah peh watching the show too... hhaha.. think that their motive is somewat diff i think.. hahha..
bluefantasy
11:06 PM
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--> Feelings.. <--
Heard this song by simple plan recently @ my work place.... it freakingly relate to my feelings rite this moment... so traped... scream out.. but no one hears.. (u know that kind of feeling? it feels so helpless lor) esp when u know that there are actually lots of ppl juz ard you.. sometimes u juz dunno what u are thinking and wats actually is happening...
bluefantasy
2:03 AM
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