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something set me thinking.. hmm.. wat do u want ppl to remember u as when u r gone... or will anyone even remembers me? hahah... ever had any close death experince? I had.. 3 times.. old ppl always said "when your time is near.. some how u'll know." I dun believe it at first.. but when i was 14.. the day before i go fishing with my frens i sat alone in the living room 'stoned' for ard 30mins.. my mum came and ask me wat happened.. i answer.. dunno.. think i'm abt to die... shocking rite? hahahah... but the next day i saw almost drown... saw a 'ger' when i abt to sink.. scary.. think i dun wanna tok abt it anymore hahah.. btw its the 7th mth le... notice something... i start to tok alot abt my past in my last few blog.. hmmm.. no wonder ppl say.. the old u r the more lo so u'll become.. u start to think back more abt your past.... hmm.. feeling down... can someone cheer me up? hahaha..
kelly told me i'm too sensitive? hmmm.... she is rite.. think i'm more suitable to become gay.. hahahah.. me toking rubbish again..
bluefantasy
11:46 PM
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