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yoz.. gd the evening everyone!! hmm.. today is the most relax nite ever!! ahaha why? becoz i even sat on the floor drinking milo for 1hr+ haha.. damn quiet lor.. hmm.. switching mode to screen saver mode now... haiz.. these few days had been aching esp on my shoulder..(haha.. Miss chen gain quite alot of weight recently*looking up*)
hahaha... Chen xiao jie ar.. plz plz plz... its time to lost some weight!!! (for those of you who dun know wat i'm toking btw.. go see Shutter!!! hahaha.. as in why i call her chen xiao jie... well... copy tv show one... chen xiao jie is a "it" (if u still didn't get wat i mean) hahahah... oh ar.. and not forgetting chen xiao di oso... he is the younger bro of Miss chen... hahahahha... going siao siao now...
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1:20 AM
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yoz! hmm.. went for the D&D yesternite... had lots of fun.. but damn! wats with the over $40000 prize? hahah i only got a 3x$20 voucher!!! and stupid.. i misplaced it dunno where!!! hahaha.. took lots of pic with frens there.. hmm..
juz came back from bowling.. hahha... after 6 year since i last bowled.. almost forgot how to.. damn tired.. very tired... wanna die le... but i had fun... oh yah.. Its Aliicia birthday.. cute little ger.. wish i could have a sister like her.. hahah.. but think i'll have a hell lots of headach!!... hahhaha...
bluefantasy
3:19 AM
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haiz... had a super duper woper aghuper hiper hyper anywako simiwako BAD day today.. still feeling damn down..
hmm.. but thing i dun wanna tok abt it.. juz feel so sian.. feel like punching somebody.. *think* ermm.. but i'm more mature now.. cannot be so impulsive!!.. *something to learn again.. one must know how to endure!! as chinese saying.. bai ren chen jing!! endure more and become a golden elf! hahaha.. tmw is my company's DnD.. must look for something to wear.. so sian.. why must it be white? it gets dirty so easily..so wedding.. so angelically urgly.. (toking labbish again) well.. we'll see how it goes tmw.. lucky draws of prize worth $40,000... dunno wat sai they going to give.. secretly hopeing to get a MP3 player.. hahahaha... dreaming...
bluefantasy
11:03 PM
Me and C!! I like this picture!!
bluefantasy
1:38 AM
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frenship.. its the most beautiful yet funny things in this world.. Anyone knows wat do fren really means? Once there is this somebody qouted.. "frenship- a relationship that is used to be make use of" find its quite true in some sense..
dunno how to explain literally.. anyway.. I wanna touch on something now.. ppl had been telling me that frens tends to neglect each other.. but really.. at some point of time ppl tends to neglect one another.. but its natural.. juz understand the thoery that we are only human.. and we can't treat everybody equally everytime.. ask yourself, can u be all good to everyone every time?... so frens.. be understanding.. true fren will comeback no matter how far or how long they disappear.. think i've neglect lots of my fren now.. becoz of work and things.. its not that i dun cherish frenship.. but i think true frenship come from the heart.. (shit.. all of the sudden i dunno wat i'm toking abt)
oh yah.. got some fed back from Kelly that i'm too long winded.. hahah.. but think that is becoz i'm old le.. old man like me need to nag.. haha now i know how my mum feels liao.. the fact that ppl nag at u is becoz they really care.. its juz that there are different stlye of nagging.. haiz.. but i notice something.. some of our parent really cared alot for us but the way they nag.. really tok kong.. but as i grew older.. i bit by bit began to understand them.. U juz need to minus something that they say.. like "hey boy ah!! how many times i tell u to tidy ur bedroom! its like a PIG HOUSE and u are pig!!! so lazy.. every where in your room is like a rubbisn bin!!"
time for some maths- i call it eqmaths..
"hey boy ah!! how many times i tell u to tidy ur bedroom! its like a PIG HOUSE and u are pig!!! so lazy.. every where in your room is like a rubbisn bin!!" - Pighouse - lazy - rubbish bin + (love) + (understanding) = "Boy ah..pls tidy ur room.. its messy it may lead u to some illness.. i love u boy." *hugz*
**ermm** forget it.. i juz won't happened in reality!! hahaha..
bluefantasy
10:14 PM
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wow.. my third post today!!! nothing to do actually.. suddenly senze danger!!!! its a warning.. i know something must be done now... *pause* hmmm.. *deep thoughts* errrmmm... okie.. i'm going down to grab something to eat.. ahem.. ahem.. god.. knows wat i'm thinking about.. hahahah.. when is the last time i makan at home.. but hor.. everytime i eat at home sure will get hungry easily.. haha why? coz my mum always used short cut ways of cooking.. lazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .... i think i think too much.. (yah.. something about me.. in my blog.. i tends to "jump" thoughts) meaning.. i really wrote down wat i'm thinking this very moment.. without any edition.. (with some censors actually...hahah if not the whole blog will be full of shit fuck ass cb ll knn kns knnbcb..)
hmm.. word creation.. my nick eltire.. wat does it mean?
its a place.. dunno where.. i forgot..
bluefantasy
1:49 AM
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hmm.. thinking abt changing my blog skin.. should i? coz there are some reason why i've chose this blog.. but now the reason is no more the reason anymore.. (haha.. wat i'm saying) siao lar.. think i'm becoming more and more crazy nowadays... u know wat.. this morning surpose to be a techinical recall.. 8am Mr Ong kangwei called me telling me that the recall will be activate at 10am.. so i pass the msg to everyone.. then thinking that my phone will ring during activation.. i went back to sleep.. then to my surpized it didn't.. i woke up at 12pm!! called my fren then found out that they had all gone back to camp... then rush back to the stupid camp.. sign my name and went back home to sleep again... oh yah... the rain.. i like rain.. but think the rain dun really like me.. hahha.. why? becoz it always pours on me.. hahha.. lame... sorry.. wanted to watch movie at first.. yah.. alone again.. dunno when will i have anyone watching with me.. (coz its raining and i'm stuck at the mrt station) but in the end.. most of them i've watched liao.. (actually i went to watch 7 sword yesterday!! Alone again) hahah.. shit... hahahah.. actually now i'm chatting with someone on msn... kinda got very distracted... haiz.. okie... tmw then i blog again,,
bluefantasy
11:53 PM
A day at home
looking out of the window
I saw... dream... I feel...
Listening to the sound of rain
the smell, the feeling
enjoying alone..
hmm.. so long haven't enjoying this kind of feeling.. (^_^)
bluefantasy
5:20 PM
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ermm... actually hor... nothing...having PMS again... kinda feeling down all of the sudden..
enjoying being single now... hmm.. but kinda fall more and more in love with my laopoS.. (yah with "S") exp my 1st 4th and small one... hahahahha.. me siao liao..
bluefantasy
11:04 PM
hmm.. haven't been updating my blog so religiously.. hey that dizzin mean nothing happened! infact there are quite a few.. ermm.. actually... ask u all something.. does qualification mean anything in a relationship? do u gers mind getting into a relationship with someone of lower educational level as u? dunno.. kinda restricted if thatz the case hahah.. well.. maybe i have to ask myself.. will i be inferior?.. thinking back.. most of the girls i've dated last time.. most of them studied higher then me.. from A-levels, dip holder to uni?.. hmm haven't dated a graduate before.. well almost.. hahah.. my ex is in SMU.. *thinking* (why am i thinking abt all these suddenly) recently got to know this ger.. (she wanted to know me actually) throught this aunty!??! hahah.. well the aunty told me that she is quite interested in knowing me.. (till now i still think its unbelievable) she is quite pretty.. studying in Ntu now.. haven't got a bf?? (think all the guys in Ntu is blind..) well.. its really my honour that she wanted to know me.. we chat by sms and Msn.. (once) it was quite fun actually.. but well.. *smile* juz feel that she can get someone better.. I'm not a good guy... hahahah.. lame excuse? dun think so.... hmmm.. *deep thoughts*
bluefantasy
10:36 PM
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dunno how to express how i feel.. sometimes shit juz happened to drop down from sky.. and then flower juz grow out from it.. haha.. made an incident report today abt a pervert... writing story.. kelly helped me with it.. guess my english juz aren't that good ^_^.. well so long din eat half boil egg le.. it juz feel as good.. and butter sugar from Yakun.. ermmm... but guess i got too much of it today.. hahah.. eat more then 8 pcs today... with kelly and peiqi...
hmmm... actually lingmin accompanied me quite a few times for dinner after work.. really thank you leh... at least dinner won't be that boring..
bluefantasy
1:30 AM
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something set me thinking.. hmm.. wat do u want ppl to remember u as when u r gone... or will anyone even remembers me? hahah... ever had any close death experince? I had.. 3 times.. old ppl always said "when your time is near.. some how u'll know." I dun believe it at first.. but when i was 14.. the day before i go fishing with my frens i sat alone in the living room 'stoned' for ard 30mins.. my mum came and ask me wat happened.. i answer.. dunno.. think i'm abt to die... shocking rite? hahahah... but the next day i saw almost drown... saw a 'ger' when i abt to sink.. scary.. think i dun wanna tok abt it anymore hahah.. btw its the 7th mth le... notice something... i start to tok alot abt my past in my last few blog.. hmmm.. no wonder ppl say.. the old u r the more lo so u'll become.. u start to think back more abt your past.... hmm.. feeling down... can someone cheer me up? hahaha..
kelly told me i'm too sensitive? hmmm.... she is rite.. think i'm more suitable to become gay.. hahahah.. me toking rubbish again..
bluefantasy
11:46 PM
Gary: good day Mr blog!
Blog: hi how are you Gary?
Gary: tired... VERY TIRED............. aaaaaaaargggh
Blog: why?
Gary: sssshh.. come and i'll tell u... ok?
Blog: well who cares!!
Gary: -_-|||
bluefantasy
11:04 PM
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hmm... thinking of adding pictures to my blog.. but think it will take up too much space and will affect the speed of uploading my blog.. (I hate page with too much big files in it...well u know my pc isn't so updated lor..) so in the end i've decided that i'll post the photo to my multiply account and add a link to it.. so anyone wanna see can go to my link and link to the page ok? (wat english am i saying) haha... anyway... a blog is a place where u have to feel comfortable with rite? so why care so much.. hmmmm... went to catch the movie The Island... nice show it set me to think about human clone... in the end all the clones are set free.. but wats next.. how the clones going to survive? well.. me being creatively evil... the clones with take over the humans... killing them to replace them.. am i rite to say that.. hmmmm........................ sleepy...
bluefantasy
2:10 AM
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so long didn't wear formal le.. kinda feel weird.. but gotta get used to it again.. well 6 years again.. i'm a no jeans guy.. but now? hahah... i'm wearing them almost for all day be it working or going out... life had many changes.. so never say never.. hmm.. remembered when i'm 6.. there are a song... ermm toy soldier.. my fav song!! by dunno who (well almost untill now i'm the kind of guy who dun quite know who sings wat.. or worst i dun even remember names of songs i like.. resulting in having to ask my fren the song title when we go KTV..) my nanny's son told me that i'll soon have "more fav" song.. and dare me that my liking for that song won't last.. hmmm... well.. being a super naughty boy i fought back my rights with a "pig mouth" shaped face and say NO!! i won't forget the song.. and hey... 18 years had past.. i still remember that song.. once in awhile i still heard it from the radio.. and i still like the melody..(though there aren't much meaning to the lyic) ;p when there always something in life that will not change.. i love old songs.. really old i mean.. anyone of u still remember alantic star's Masterpiece? heheh.. i do.. i even remembered the lyics! hahahahah... i'm stubborn!!
yah.. haiz... today is the start of my anual leave which i'm dying to clear!! but guess wat.. i've have to go back to work.. hahah.. somemore in the formal wear i'm wearing for training... it sure looks damn funny!! hahah.. i won't say much on that though... i'm angry.. haiz....
bluefantasy
12:31 AM
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Dreams... is it real? sometime in life ppl always chose to believe and wanted only good things.. but reject those harder and urglier thoughts.. they became selective.. but true treasure usually come after u fall.. learn things from bad experience.. I like doing that.. never stop learning.. i realize that its only u learn from the harder ways that u'll remember wat u've learned for life!
Has been drinking quite alot these few weeks.. only on weekend though.. with frens and army frens.. well it been quite sometime since i last hang out with them.. so think its still ok.. didn't get drunk.. maybe i've become a better drinker? haha.. alot of catch up to be done there..
hmmm... these few days... after coming back from reservist had quite some mess for me to clear up.. from stock count to complains and some issue.. all had been settled.. almost.. well actually some of these mess are made by me too.. hahah..
last weekend this counter had broke 2 records... hmm.. 1st record saturday was the worst sales for the past few mths.. and sunday.. we made a come back.. best sales the these few mths too.. without promotion.. funny...
went eating with da laopo, 4th and last laopo too.. the food is nice.. but... somehow... hmm... ermmm.... i ate too much!?!??! thinking about something too.. its sad... haiz..............
how would i describe my 5 wife.. the 5 element from earth... metal, wood , water, fire and earth.. i'll explain who is which later... now i'm tired.... good nite..
bluefantasy
1:51 AM
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