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Another nice day.. haha.. been having nice day ever since that choice i've made.. hmm i won't regret.. at least i'm happy.. ^_^ C aka Yanyi juz came back from her holiday.. heard she had a great time.. well.. guess wat?!? she bought gift for everyone... and oso include me!!! hehhe didn't expect that.. really.. though it was juz a small gift.. its a bracelet.. but i really like it.. really touched oso..so sweet of her to include me... coz it juz feel good that someone actually think of u.. well even we dun really know each other for long.. even barely 2 mths.. she is my number 4 laopo!! heheh.. think me siao liao.. been working for 8 or 9 days straight again.. but heng got a new part-timer now..think he can help me.. maybe he quite new lor.. he still didn;t have the confidence there.. must try to be more relax.. hmm for the whole of today i juz ate 1 curry puff.. coz no money liao hahha!! again!!! didn't even have money to top up ezlink..!! hahahah.. well.. got used to it.. this mth is the last mth i'm suffering from this!! coz i'm not going to give her money anymore (yah~~!) really its good for her too.. cos if she really aren't coming back to me.. i dun see the need to take care of her anymore.. i've been there for her these years even though she had a bf then.. and even now dating other guys.. been give her over $200 - $300 everymth..sometimes even more.. being there for her hearing her complain with her bf.. used me to anger him.. runing errand for her.. even give her morning calls everyday at 6am even morning resulting me late for work.. but was she there when i needed her??? no... think now i finally woke up.. made this the last blog i'll ever mention her again.. i'll move on!!! yes.. suddenly have the thinking of treating my 5 laopo good including peiwen too... being nice to them being there for them if someday they need me.. coz think i'll be more happy this way.. well this isn't anything romantic though.. not becoz i've fall in love with them.. but dunno.. i'm someone who wanted to be loved and to love.. i need to love someone.. think me siao liao.. hahha.. i'm a nice guy in nature.. ahahahha.. bhb.. well.. wanted to spread my love to these girls.. ^_^ for my own good too.. to divert my attention.. hmm.. someday i'll tell more about each and everyone of them how i think about them.. very soon.. i like to see ppl.. some strong point abt me.. i can see deep into ppl's heart.. and dig the good out of them.. i may not be rite but thats wat i think abt them.. pls wait...
bluefantasy
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