--> wondering <--
sometime i really dun understand girls.. haiz.. few days ago she called me to chat for awhile.. she said i gave her the strength to move on.. the second time.. well she left him now.. but dunno wat happened.. she seems to be cold towards me too.. din even reply my sms.. hmmm.. quite worried..
well today is Peiwen's last day of work.. gonna miss her.. coz without her.. working will be diff.. guess she really brighten up ppl life.. take care girl! May your SIA dreams come true!!
bluefantasy
1:58 AM
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--> Happy.. <--
^_^ Notice some sweetness in fren.. Peiwen and Widia bought me Birthday present and place it in the counter drawer.. and very nice surprise.. at least i got 1 present this year.. hehhe.. at least someone remember my birthday.. its a handphone strip[.. with my Name.. i like it.. thankz so much.. very touched.. haiz... tmw going to woodland metro to relieve.. wonder why kept asking me to run here and there.. but i dun mind anyway, coz its cheaper oso.. juz 2 stop from my home.. hmm.. actually 2 present.. and an astray.. but thinking of quiting after my sticks finish.. wanna consentrate on myself now..
bluefantasy
12:34 AM
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--> Give up.. <--
really dunno how to say about my feelings now.. i'm really giving up.. not that i didn't tried hard enough.. but i've leave all things to fate i guess.. had rested for 4 days now.. tmw will be going back to work again.. the same old things.. have to pack up all my thoughts and prepare to move on.. had to forget about something.. but can i do it?
bluefantasy
11:01 PM
Belated actually.. heh.. should i be happy today.. celebrated with someone i Love.. but she didn't love me.. hahha but anyway.. i juz hope that she is really happy about her relationship.. I've learn to let go now.. coz i love her too much.. seeing that she is happy is everything now.. juz hope she understand me.. and realise someday who should deserved what.. something about her... she tends to make the bloody same old mistake over and over again.. she really dunno how to choose.. really.. haiz.. we went to toa payoh for dinner... my request for being my gf for 1 day.. she held my hand.. but i rejected.. stupid? no.. coz i dun want it to be juz one day.. if she loves me.. she'll come back one day... haiz.... when will she ever realised that...
bluefantasy
12:40 AM
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