--> story of my life.. <--
juz read a story somewhere.. kinda emotional...learn something useful too..
*I've lost someone I Loved but the other party has also lost someone who loved them.*
its kinda meaningful isn't it? I have to think of the brighter side... this story oso made me wanna write a story about my love life.. I'll call it dramatic.. but i told someone before.. if it made into a film it will be a tramatic one.. hmm.. dunno when i would start.. soon i think... ^_^
bluefantasy
3:02 AM
Damn.. dunno wat happened oso, can't seems to wake up this morning.. heng irene not working today.. or else sure die.. hahah.. in the end i juz sneak into seiyu ard 1100am but saw ivy.. but she is quiet about it.. but still think this waking up late should really come to a stop.. reason for waking up late? I gave morning call to someone ard 630am.. haiz.. eric came in the evening.. and gave us our payslip.. cool.. this coming mth i'm taking back a cool $1866 after CPF!!! But think must really save up liao.. planning to save $500 per mth.. then in a year time i wanna take up some course or to buy a car.. i know i can do it.. coz.. once i managed to save 2k in 4 mths time!! hope everything goes well with wat i planned...
Shit.. one thing.. Eric call me to help up packing CCK side on next monday.. damn then tuesday morning setting up wagon sale item.. gonna be hard work.. nowonder he spoke so nicely to me.. actually i'm off on monday one lor.. but have to cancel due to this.. hmmm.. maybe like this oso good.. coz.. actually i got nothing to do oso.. sometimes dunno wat i'm doing now in my life.. last time i used to spend all my times with my gf... even when after we boke up.. but now.. its all by myself again.. think i'll have to go to one man island again.. may my love come again... amen!! hahahah
bluefantasy
1:40 AM
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--> My Ever First <--
I dunno wats happening to me.. i juz have to let it out now.. so many things had happened to me nowadays haiz.. dun really have anyone to tok to.. so i think this is my only way to let out my thoughts and emotion.. anyway.. does anybody care a shit? think no.. *sob* hahah..
bluefantasy
1:41 PM
someone juz called.. someone whom I asked her not to contact me.. but she called to tell me that she is under some stress.. her bf and work? am i being stupid to enough to be nice to her once again? dunno.. somehow i think she only call me when she is having some problem with her bf.. why am i being nice to her again? being there for her again? wat she is treating me as?
bluefantasy
2:56 AM
Finger licking Good ^_^
bluefantasy
1:43 AM
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